sudden thoughts that struck me

differentiation is so driving me crazy. erghh.
hate everything and anything about it.
every sum i do, im like seeing the solution and going "ohh..." and when the next sum comes, i have to refer to the soulution again.

its like i dont really understand much of it. a lil' here and there. thats all i guess.

hmmm.
while doing differentiation sums just now, i got reminded of smthh.
if i had not chosen the option whether to take A.maths or pure geog wrongly,
yah stupid me chose pure geog instead of A maths. i just stupidly clicked geog for eveything.

if i had chose A maths,
then i wont be struggling with differentiation now.
like it would be darn easy for me.
BUT.
i wont be in dbt/1b/01 now right?
prolly like dbt/1b/02 or smth now.
hmm.
i cant really imagine myself in dbt/1b/02 or some other class.
cause i cant imagine being friends with any other ppl than my own class.
like god, if i were in dbt/1b/02 now.
then last time dbt/1b/01 would prolly dislike my class.
and i wont be friends with teayikai, tangjiamin,andrewsuresh,howyuxian.

i really cant imagine being in class without them
hahahhaha.
so, thank god for not choosing a maths instead of pure geog back in sec 3 then.
:B

but i have to struggle with differentiation now.
hrmph. but i guess. friends are more impt than maths anytime :B
esp, if you have crazy, funny and cute friends like themmmm. hehe.



yah i know its crazily stupid to ramble on about such a stupid thing that happened so long ago.
hahahhah
but yeah, you get my point.

okay back to struggling with differentiation nowww. >:(

MST's coming in around 10 days?
what the porkxzxz.
have yet to start revising on anything.
am so dead. plus i have so much stuffs which i dont really understand.
how how how.

need to stop procastinating so badly and get started on studyinggggg.
sighhhh.

Passion for cell bio

in order to do well for cell bio,
i need to have...

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Passion

1.	any powerful or compelling emotion or feeling, as love or hate.

2.	strong amorous feeling or desire; love; ardor.

cell bio is giving me a headache. >:(
am trying to cultivate passion for cell bio.

i have passion passion passion passion passion for cell bio.

erghh. who am i trying to kid. :(

the grass is always greener on the other side.

Envy.

1. a feeling of discontent or covetousness with regard to another's advantages, success, possessions, etc.

2. an object of envious feeling

in dire need of shoes.

i am the most unlucky person ever.
someone stole my 4 month old converse sneakers :(
screw that person seriously.
i put it outside my house on the shoe rack for so freaking long.
and now its gone :(
like *poof*

hur. am feeling the pinch now.
idk.
cried like mad crazy for a moment.
erghhhh.

IDEAS presentation tmr.
cell bio lab too.
lucky i wont be wearing sneakers tmr.
so hehe. safe for tmr :)

but what abt tues?

haaaaai.

should i get hot pink vans, navy blue keds?
orrrr. the adidas new arrival. honey smthh.

what should i get?

one of those days.

Life is crazy, hectic and difficult. You always end up feeling all disoriented, tired and messed up. You just want everything to fall perfectly into that big wonderful picture that you’ve long imagined, but nothing ever seem to work out. Its like, no matter how hard you try, you’re just missing that very last piece. The part that matters the most, the part that keeps everything together. You get angry and frustrated because it never ends. You keep searching but you cant seem to find it. Similarly, You think feel something, and then you dont. You dont want to get confused, and you dont want to chase after hopeless dreams but you cant help it. You know that it’ll never work out, hell, it’ll probably never gonna happen but you just want to keep trying.

HULLO. :B

ergh. this's like the 4th week of school and i have 2 reports due in 2 weeks time.
argh. like can you imagine it?
MST's coming in another 4 weeks.
cant believe it.

and here i am, procastinating.
putting studying off each day.
howwwxzxzxz??? :(

even though school's tiring, it is pretty much awesome with clique. :B
love them to bits. they're always doing funny stuffs.